This Type Love

I want a love like me thinking of you thinking of me thinking of you type love.
Or me telling my best friends more than I've ever admitted to myself
About how I feel about you type love.
Or hating how jealous I am but loving how much I want you all to myself type love.
Or seeing how my first name just sounds so sweet next to your last name.
And shit, I wanna see how long I can go without calling you and barely make it the whole day.

See, I want a love that makes me wonder who loves the other more.
Or what he's doing at this exact moment.
I want a love that cant be so good and hurt so much when he`s not there.
Shit, I love not knowing where this love is headed type love.

And check this, I wanna intertwine out names on paper
So he never forgets how much I love him
Then not have enough ink in my pen to write all there is to love about him type love.
I hope that I make him feel as good as he makes me feel,
And I wanna deal with my chicas making fun of me the way I made fun of them
When they went through the same kind of love type love.

Only difference is this is gonna be one of those real type loves,
And just like in high school, I wanna spend hours on the phone
With him, not saying shit, and then fall asleep
And then wake up with him still on the line type love.
I wanna try to count the ways I love him and then
Lose count in the middle just so that I have to start all over again
I wanna celebrate one of those one month anniversaries
Even though they ain`t really anniversaries,
But doing it just cause we`re happy type love.

And check this, I wanna fall in love with the melody
The phone plays when his number is dialed in type love.

I want a love that makes me forget how small or chubby my hands are
And how the lines on my palms don`t give me enough time
To love as long as I`d like to type love.
And I want a love that makes me st-st-st-stutter
Just thinking about how strong this love is type love.

I want a love that makes me wanna cut off all my hair...
Well, maybe not all my hair...
Maybe cut some split ends and dye it, but
It`ll still be a symbol of how strong my love is for him.

And check this, I kinda feel comfortable now
So I even be daydreaming about walking in the street
On a green light just dying to get hit by a car
So that I could lose my memory,
Get transported to another country
Then somehow meet up with you again
So that I could fall in love with you in a different language
Just to see if it would still feel the same type love.

I want a love that`s as unexplainable as he is,
But my heart`s taken
So he`s gonna be the one I share
This type love with...

-Brianna Marvray