Countdowns = less time

really...
2 more days until my bday [it`s on thee 29th]
3 more days til prom [yes i`m going lol]

this week is gonna be hectic.


2morrow i have 2 go 2 the honors recital [piano]
its free 2 get in & there`s refreshments & stuff if anybody wants 2 go
it`s in the concert hall & starts at 7


thursday = me being 17 =]
tryna get my hair done 4 prom
& get my stupid nail fixed


friday is prom. yay!
sleep over at diana`s!!!


i just know this week is gonna go by fast.




btw, if i EVER get a tattoo, this is what it`s gonna look like:

oh & tundae, ur suggestions will come up shortly! =]

also, GEMiNis D0 iT BETTER! lol

Glogster

clicked another ad on facebook

this one was about an online scrapbook

its called Glogster lol

more shit later...i swear lol

MeeMix

found this ad on facebook & i actually clicked it.
the link is meemix.com
awesome website where u create ur own radio stations, which is what i`m doing now.
working on my "easy" list so i`m chill.
pics 4rm 2day @ rehearsal & fashion show 4rm last nite later.
leave me alone.

UGH...I SWEAR...

boys are fucking stupid.
how do you [meaning a boy] like ur ex`s best friend
but have never even met her...?

plz xplain that shit 2 me...

btw, 2 weeks until my birthday!!!

Fashion Show!!!

ok so yea, gotta get my shit ready 4 thee fashion show 2morrow
if u wanna go, u still can.
thee address is 2210 N. Lincoln Blvd.
Venice, CA 90291
text me if u need directions, info, etc.
[323] 804.2350

admission is ABS0LUTELY FREE!
the show is called Body by Nature and its an all-teen fashion show designed to show that
"beauty has no image"
u should totally go.
there will be modeling [diff. themes], dancing, singing & poetry!
please come & support...i swear u will have a great time =]
& it would mean a lot 2 me!

i would post more, but i`m just plain frustrated right now.
boyz suck lol

thee weekend

friday = photoshoot
so um yea...friday didnt plan out the way i wanted it 2 go, but its cool.
we left skool hella late. stephen tripped on the curb by the deli & went down.
shit was funny...so he struck a pose [while on thee ground]
it was a lot of traffic on robertson so i saw ppl in their cars laughing.
finally got on the bus...it was so crowded.
when i finally got a seat, it was next 2 this weird man.
he kept tryna hit on my friends & he actually gave one of them his number
got 2 the beach, took the pics. it was S00000 cold!
went up the hill & took pics on the grassy area by the pier sign
after that we acted retarded & was actin like maury & shit.
then sum guy from SAM0H came & the smoking started.
i actually didnt smoke even though i was gonna.
called my mom 2 come pick me up cuz i didnt feel like bein there.
she was mad, but i didnt care. we took jess home.
went 2 kfc, did my chores, finished thee brochure & went 2 sleep.

saturday = rehearsal
it was cool. my mom brought dinner.
found out ur voice works best in thee afternoon.
worked on thee fashion show.
learned part of thee dance 4rm tim tim [mera]
left. chilled at home.

sunday = mother`s day
wished my mom happy mother`s day
went back 2 sleep.
woke up, chilled in thee bed.
watched this show on BET called Thea, it was funny
grandparents came over, ate.
watched thee lakers lose.
watched discovery channel 4 a couple of hours
talk 2 my cuzzin
& here i am.

got a busy week ahead of me...
btw, rehearsal 4 fashion show is on wed. if u dont come, u dont walk.
& 4 everyone else, the fashion show is on friday, may 16, 2008
at 2210 N. Lincoln Blvd. in Venice.
The cross street is Victoria Blvd.
it starts at 7 pm & the admission is free
there`s gonna be models, singers & dancers, food & drinks
if u go, i promise u`ll have a good time!

just....really really quick

i just needed 2 copy my poem, but i decided 2 post a lil something.
so yea...i finished silverman`s BIG oral project last nite.
still kinda behind in classes. got an exam 2morrow too & idk if she`s collecting journals.

2morrow consists of going 2 skool [bleh =/]
then catchin thee bus with a lot of hami/cap ppl
goin 2 venice beach 4 a photoshoot with thee sunset [hopefully i can steal thee pics 4rm chianti]
then goin 2 celebrate jazzy`s bday
we`re eating MiNT C00KiES!!! [insider, i`ll xplain in person]
going home with jade & doing chores.
finish the brochure 4 thee fashion show
& CRASH.

i need a freaking prom dress.
btw, the "lockdown" yesterday was only because the janitor thought he heard gun shots. they were fireworks.

[eff.yoo.cee.kay]!!!!!!

shiiiiiiiiit....got my report card.
kinda hoped my parents would 4get about that shit
here it goes:

piano 3 - A E E
h math analysis - A S S
h english - C S E
h us history - C U E
asb - no grade lmao but i`m sure its A E E
french 3 - B E E
h chem - A E E

yeaa..more shit later, even though i`m not supposed 2 be on the computer

It`s Morning...

i have N0THiNG to do...
i`m sitting here drinkin starbucks & watching a movie [Strickly Business]
i need to watch Higher Learning for Silverman`s oral history project
i gotta finish a brochure 4 a fashion show i`m in =]
& i got french hw

my best friend AiMed me this morning saying this:
John: I love u bestie
Me: uh huh
John: Omg I love u in a way I can't ever love a gurl
Me: lol awwwww thats sweet

btw, i`m in 2 upcoming events:

City at Peace-Los Angeles Presents:
Beauty Has No Image: a fashion show for teenagers like you
Friday, May 16, 2008 at 7 pm
The show is FREE!
Address: Center for Peace with Justice
2210 N. Lincoln Blvd.
Venice, CA 90291

City at Peace-Los Angeles Presents: Revive Me
it`s an original musical drama written by teens
Friday, June 13th & Saturday, June 14th, 2008
at the Nate Holden Performing Arts Center
Tickets are $20 for adults & $10 for students with an ID
There are pre-sale tickets available so i advise u 2 get them from me if u want to go

more later...=]

Et Elle Rêve [And She Dreams]

this is a poem i wrote in math class 2day. the title is in french. enjoy! =]

Et Elle Rêve

[And She Dreams]

She walks in this mysterious place

A look of curiosity upon her face

A stranger tucked away in the corner

As the lights flash, she gets warmer

She is tangled in the vibe and the heat

He glides over, not missing a beat

The lights get dimmer in this place

And she swears she knows his face

The music gets louder in thee atmosphere

She can hear him loud and clear

He wants to control her

Come closer, he says come closer

She`s stuck in a spell that she can`t break

A sound blares throughout the room

She`s awake.

MayDay...

first off...28 DAYS UNTiL MY BiRTHDAY!!!

lol okay, well i've recently had a lot on my mind for the past couple of days.
i`ve been confused because i`m really tryin 2 get back with my ex
but then again i had a crush on this boy &
i just found out that he goes with my friend [but i think they`re having problems]

i`m addicted 2 sobe & funny sobe caps [well u would know that if u knew me well]
since i got the braces, my mom forbade [Oo...english lol] me 2 drink sobe =[
i`ve been sneaking around & drinking them anyways but i found this new kind called
[drum roll] sobe elixir.

it`s supposed 2 have herbs & be naturally sweetened, which is y i figured i can drink it. i`ve been stuck on this flavor called yumberry pomegranate. just tried it on tues.
so yea...sobe pics lol







btw, monday i wore a dress & leggings...
havent worn a dress since homecoming [november]


i checked my myspace 2day...had a lot of shit 2 check lol
i got this friend request 4rm some music artist & he had a little message 2 go with the request & it says:

join the movement boo ;) stay fresh stay fly stay beautiful

W0000000W lol should i add him?


i need some advice, which is the real reason y i decided 2 blog right now.
how do you console someone who has people constantly dieing [<--is that right?] around him?
i know he gets tired of me saying "i`m sorry", but what else can i say?
he wont let me get close to him so all i can do is hope he doesnt have an attitude
& appreciate that i am being sincere.